Sunday, October 17, 2010

Heartspace... Venus tensions before finding balance


Venus SQ Neptune – Natural displays of affection in people and towards interests at apparent odds with the more idealised states of being. How we act versus how we really want to be.

Confusion about love and its many strands, including the purpose of love itself. Aware to the uncertainty of the depths and breadths of the uncountable dimensions of all that 'love' entails. Emotional ties to the unattainable, glamorous, 'far-away' whether technically, emotionally or simply physically. Feeling emotional boomerangs strongly due to the lack of understood and self-given boundaries. High degrees of romanticism, perhaps to uncomfortable levels that are not understood or without limits that may be sought for. Love of the ideas of the mystical or 'higher' levels of being at cross purposes with how one may naturally receive and give. Interests and likes that feel at odds to what's 'right' in a judged sense. Lights, mirrors, smokescreens and more sparkling lights. Love of the gypsy, the 'cool-cat', the 'guru' or a distinct dislike for. Resentment towards the mundane.

Venus SQ Uranus – natural affection at cross purposes with the newest in the now, the truth of situations at present and coming
Confusion about how much the feelings that either tinker or flood should be tempered with intellect, cool-ness, detachment, rationalism and future possibilities. To get caught up in the moment or think about the future? To love the nerds or to love to jocks. To be in this or to be one foot in and one out. 'Others block freedom and progress'. Those one looks at has more of this and blockage. To give or to go? To stay, run or hide? Run with the head or stay with the heart. To experience the unknown and misunderstood. To love without limits or to get with the program?

Venus SQ Saturn – Affection but with realistic expectations

Overly warm diffuses suddenly into overly cold. Small fireplaces or raging flames set by wants and need instantly burn out into the remnants, coals. Restricted flow of love, whether felt or expressed in a moment, a day, weekly or monthly. How much or how little? What's right, what's wrong? CONFUSION between how much openness and what to keep to oneself. Commitment for the sake of commitment, limiting natural expression. Staying in places, circumstances, -'ships' for the belief of it being necessary, due to some supposed lack, fear, doubt. Learning and growing through bottled containment and sudden release. Balance does come with awareness!

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